NO FUN.

The wait for our LOA (letter of acceptance) has started to make me feel, grumpy, helpless, angry, weepy, all that and more. Once we get this letter, we know we will travel in about 8 weeks. Most people with our same dates have been getting their letters after 40 to 60 days. tomorrow we are on day 80. Most families have gotten their letters, but unfortunately a few are still waiting at 120 days! Those poor poor people, I hope they don't end up in the nervous hospital. The bottom line for me is, no matter how much I whine about the pain of waiting for my baby, my girl suffers much more than I do. She is in an orphanage where she thinks it is normal to be nothing special, just one of many who shares one caregiver with many of her peers, never has someone to tell her she is the best baby in the world, waits in line to eat, and if she has a nightmare, there is probably no one to comfort her.As it stands now, it looks like we may not be able to travel until October. I've got no more words.